Wyatt Bowie - Bouquet (Phase One) Lyrics

(Forgive, and forget)
I'm balling up letters that wish you well
It's not because I pray on your downfall
It's 'cause I don't wanna push you too hard
I hope your job's good
How's the new house?
These are the things I wanna ask you
But when could I ever speak to you again?
If I only gave you one more bouquet
Would that have made you stay?
I never gave you a real one before
But now that you're gone
I know what I've lost
Now that you're gone
I know what I've lost
I'm balling up letters that ask how you are
It's 'cause I don't wanna break our boundaries
But, f*ck, I hope you're doing more than alright
I hope your job's good
How's the new house?
These are the things I wanna ask you
But would you just think that I am dry again?
If I only gave you one more bouquet
Would that have made you stay?
I never gave you a real one before
But now that you're gone
I know what I've lost
Now that you're gone
I know what I've lost