I take all my feelings and I put them on the side
I just self destruct and pretend I'm alright
I be so depressed but I can't feel it when I'm high
Better stick around you won't know when I die
Throw it all away bitch I throw it all away
Maybe when you go to hell you'll start to feel my pain
Always thinking people care till I found out they all the same
Niggas think that it's a faze and that my feelings gonna change
But they don't ever change
I stay depressed I'm all depressed
Takin all these pills I hope you know what's coming next
I dont f*ck with these lame bitches because they all a f*cking mess
I just wanna fold so I dont ever have to stress
I take all my feelings and I put them on the side
I just self destruct and pretend I'm alright
I be so depressed but I can't feel it wen I'm high
Better stick around you won't know when I die
When I die I'll have a switchblade on my side
If I said im fine I hope you kno that I had lied
I used to have a kind heart
But it dried
So I'll never let another bitch come up and take my pride
I don't want to talk I let my feelings subside
I just write a verse so all my anger subsides
I don't wanna live on this world based on lies
Know my time is ticking I jus hope that I'm alright