Wrong Timeline - Thinking Lyrics

You wouldn't know but I've been thinking really hard
My thoughts are driving and they're heading really far
Past all the city lights and straight into the dark
No lights to see and that's the scary part
You wouldn't know what I've been thinking of
It's been a while since times were really tough
Back when the future couldn't get here quick enough
No matter what I try I can't forget the ugly stuff
Letting my thoughts unwind
(Been running wild into the night)
What can I hope to find?
(Searching for any source of light)
Just gimme some more time
(I'm blind it's just me and my mind)
I'll make it back alive
You wouldn't know the things I've on my mind
Things I've been thinking have not been very kind
To myself or anybody else that I may find
Reach deep into my throat and pull apart my spine
You wouldn't know what I've been thinking to myself
Some days it's easy and others not so well
Even the perfect home feels like a prison cell
Cause no matter what I'm trapped here with myself
Letting my thoughts unwind
(They're running wild into the night)
What can I hope to find?
(Searching for any source of light)
Just gimme some more time
(I'm blind it's just me and my mind)
I'll make it back alive
Don't know what I've been thinking
Don't know that you believe me
Don't think you'll ever get it
You just ignore my feelings
You wouldn't know
Cause you don't ever ask
You don't know