Three months since I been outside
Don't know if I'm gonna sleep tonight
It's been ten years since I cracked a smile
Nobody know that I'm not feeling right
One life, blacklights
Smoke in the air and a scar on my side
Never straight up, only implied
Eyes gone blind from the cyanide
I ain't getting sleep, something wrong with my mental
I swear these days, I been acting temperamental
Girl you know you got it, yeah, I see the potential
We can chill on the low, just keep it confidential
You see these xannies girl, they not just for show
I been getting high, I been feeling low
Feel like I can fly, but I'm on the floor
All I have left are these beats and my flow
Three months I've been inside, Smoke in the air, I'm puffing loud
Made a cloud, made a song, I just hope my parents proud
I been wrong, I been right, need a light, got a pound
I ain't going anywhere, nah, guess I'll see you round
Three months since I been outside
Don't know if I'm gonna sleep tonight
It's been ten years since I cracked a smile
Nobody know that I'm not feeling right
One life, blacklights
Smoke in the air and a scar on my side
Never straight up, only implied
Eyes gone blind from the cyanide
I ain't tryna chill, no, I won't reply
Smoking off the pack, this some stupid fye
Crying by myself 'cause I see through the lies
Quarantine inside it's like I'm doing time
Gotta stay focused, tryna catch a bag, yeah
I just want the things that I never had, yeah
Remember I had nothing not a dime
Those are memories that keep me in line
All the hard times that I been through made me who I am today
I'm just tryna make a way, and lately I been doing straight
Really I can't even complain, or else I activate the pain
If I held on to it all, I'd be dead, broke and insane
I took some time to reflect
I can't waste my time being stressed
Every day I gotta make the best
But sometimes this shit is hard, yeah I must confess
Three months since I been outside
Don't know if I'm gonna sleep tonight
It's been ten years since I cracked a smile
Nobody know that I'm not feeling right
One life, blacklights
Smoke in the air and a scar on my side
Never straight up, only implied
Eyes gone blind from the cyanide
Adrenaline rush like I'm running from the cops
I'm going too fast but I don't know how to stop
Girl I saw you in my dreams
But when I woke up you was nowhere to be seen
You got me f*cked up but you know it
You got me crying even though I didn't show it
But I'm chilling out while you are busy hoeing
Smoke in my lungs, scars on my side
This is the place where I reside
No time for you, your soul will die
This shit's the truth, I can't argue with my mind
Can't argue with my mind
Can't argue with my mind
Can't argue with my mind