Withern - Holy Letters Heading South Lyrics

I used to believe
I used to believe
I used to
I used to believe in God but damn
It's been a hard road
I try to explain the faith I have but it never comes out right
People ask me why I can't define my ideas into words and I have no answers, just examples
Like kids acquiring cancer and women being raped
Isn't that enough to believe in nothing
How could one sole entity allow such tragedy
If it's too much to grasp, we can sweep it under the rug
Lets just sweep it under the rug
Lets just sweep it under the f*cking rug
Hide it in scriptures
Let's just place a label on it and call it religion
It's something that continues to eat at my mind
I write these lines with pain in my heart because ultimately, things will never change
Imagine a world where we don't have to feel unwanted
We don't have to feel abused anymore
My past has really f*cked me up (God)
I can't imagine what it would be like to erase it and start from scratch. I'm not sure it's possible anymore
It's hard to believe in yourself when the formula induced outcome wasn't fairly dealt
I, like you, was raised through torture beyond concept
I just want to eliminate the bad and create only good but I'm stuck in between these worlds of hate
We build our proverbial walls so high in hopes that they never come crumbling south
With pain in my heart
Things will never change
We don't have to feel unwanted