Wither Indigo - I'll be ok tommorow Lyrics

I'd give in to my instincts, l'd let them take control
Constantly resisting all the love l've grown to know
All that time spent lifting all the weight that's not my own
I could have been fixing everything that makes me cold
You'll leave me in the silence afraid it causes violence
Look beneath the skin and the pain that is within and I don't think I can fight this
I'm so self destructive that it kind of makes me sick
I hurt them all again I guess I must've perfected it
But keep a seal, don't reveal, let them think what they see is real
They don't have to know that I keep lying cause if you found out then
You'll leave me in the silence afraid it causes violence
Look beneath the skin and the pain that is within and I don't think I can fight this
Carrying the weight of the whole world upon his back
Tries to put it back together but he knows that he can't