Winter Parks - Not Going Back Lyrics

I was waiting down the road to come home
Every single light was off
Yet another night - wasted
Taking hours off my watch
When you sit inside your head for hours
Nothing good can hold your fate
I've been tryna water up these flowers
But my shadow's taking up your space

So wonder where I'll go
You said, "Someday you'll get there, you never know"
I wonder where you've been
I say, "How is the weather in the city you're in?"
I hope you spend your days alone
Crying in corners and missing shows
Well, all I know, is I'm not going back to the way it would go

Not going back to the way it would go
(Not going, not going back)

And I'll only be a fool for so long
One of these days, yeah, I'll change
'Cuz it seems like how my days are numbered
Is the same way I can't turn the page
'Cuz I'm tryna find the love in everything I wish I'd always have

So wonder where I'll go
You said, "Someday you'll get there, you never know"
I wonder where you've been
I say, "How is the weather in the city you're in?"
Oh, ah
(Not going back, not going back)
Ah, ah, ah, oh