The House I Died In Video (MV)

I don't know if I'm myself anymore
Who am I?

I felt the cold embrace of reality and its disdain as I opened my eyes
The ceiling seemed to stare back at me
There was something inside I just couldn't hide
What's the point of my life if it's all a disguise?
Smile outside, but I'm dead inside
Everything's alright, there's no danger in sight, because the house I died in is a figment of my mind

You left me to rot but my heart still beats
I cried for relief and you continued to sleep
I hope you got your rest in this time of need
I'm no prodigal son, there's no return for me

My mind paints pictures on these walls to cover up my nightmares
The floor beneath me starts to fall
It seems this house will be the death of me

Staring out into the open darkness I see a reflection of myself that I can't describe
He sits and smiles as I drown inside my own demise
Maybe it's the demons pulling the wool over my eyes
Or maybe I should accept I'm lost and blind
All I know is I'm sick of feeling this way

It was all a disguise
The house I died in was a figment of my mind

I wave away my life, a mere transient in this world
Reality shapes itself around me
I'll light the match and lay this house to rest