It's morning
Lean across your bed and struggle to stand up
Seattle's storming
And so is all the poison in your gut
Push against your brain
You know that bastard isn't sobered up
Knock back an Advil
Pray your demons are not built for harder stuff
I know it's hard
Persuade your body to pretend you're not f*cked up
Don't slip your guard
They'll all hate you if you try to share your thoughts
Ignore the water slowly filling up your oxygen and breathe
Breathe in defeat
Yeah
Don't drown your gut in guilty pleasures
Waste back to back withstand the weather
But only you can change your state, ain't
Ever scared to ask for help you know
Been there, done that
Gone down this path once before
You flirt with the hair, the dog, the mutt that bit your heart
Start shit get bit, man I shoulda known
Waking up in the afternoon
You gotta choice to make
Better make it soon
Got liquor all in my brain
And I see my beloved ones do the same
But do I learn, no
I'm a goddamn fool
Lucky that a mother f*cker found his school
So I can work on finding self acceptance
Music is my weapon, drown the f*cking skeptics
I tried to warn you
I tried to care
This crystal coffin
Carry me up there
I tried to warn you
I tried to care
This crystal coffin
Carry me up there