Willy Picton - I'm So Lost (Again) Lyrics

I got cold sweats keeping me up at night
Burning both ends of the candlelight
Dodging calls asking if I'm alright
Sorry Mom I'm just trying to fight the Alt-Right
But I get so bored tryna keep score
Do we even know what we're fighting for?
Cause it's never gonna be how it was before
And keeping on's starting to feel like a chore
And I'm so lost again
And I'm so f*cking sick of tryna play pretend
Talking to you like I am just a friend
Am I the only one who can sense the end? woah
What even am I to you right now?
Am I your in-home private clown?
Or a pretty good pal tryna joke around
And then later maybe we can just f*ck around
I feel like a bitch in the Oval Office
On my knees tongue going supersonic
Maybe I should really just call you on it
But first I'll get you off like Johnnie Cochran
Coming up for air and you're breathing loud
The soundtrack playing to match the sound
Kiss me hard then hold me down
Shedding my skin I can feel it now
Bite my shoulder to mark me as yours
That's a curse that I know I can't afford
Cause I know that I'm always just going to want more
Slow down baby I'm starting to get sore
And I'm so lost again
And I'm so f*cking sick of tryna play pretend
Talking to you like I am just a friend
Am I the only one who can sense the end? woah
And I'm so lost again
And I'm so f*cking sick of tryna play pretend
Talking to you like I am just a friend
Am I the only one who can sense the end? woah
It all goes to show
You reap what you sow
Thought I was here to heal and nourish
Instead I'm here to provide a service
To f*ck you like Comcast or Warner
But I think a new deal's now in order
Sending you an invoice for your order
Check your Venmo I charge $40 an hour
And I'm so lost again
And I'm so f*cking sick of tryna play pretend
Talking to you like I am just a friend
Am I the only one who can sense the end? woah
And I'm so lost again
And I'm so f*cking sick of tryna play pretend
Talking to you like I am just a friend
Am I the only one who can sense the end? woah