College.Age Video (MV)

Chin up
It's not as bad as you want it to be
"Why me?"

Chin up
You thought that you could fight it on your own
All alone

I know
This wasn't quite the way it's supposed to be
I know
You're worried but have some faith in me

It's not
A weakness to struggle when you breathe
It's not
A thing that can't be fixed with therapy

So all us college age kids
With the worn out kicks
Threw away our first kiss
Just to be like this
We didn't ask for these heads
Or for any of this debt
I didn't ask for this
Not for any of this shit

So I'll go back home
And I'll sleep alone
Ignore calls to my phone
Cause I can't stand your tone

Maybe therapy will fix it all
Or maybe and me and rain and snow
Were made to fall

So what?
Your bucket list remains mostly unchecked
I'll bet

So what?
You waste away your years with your regret
And you can't forget

All us college age kids
And you in the distance
You never did what they did
You never did what they did
College age kids
They fell in love in an instant
They never found where you hid
They never found where you hid

Am I done?
Is it over?
Am I through?
Am I spent?

Will I cling
To this fading memory
For the rest of my life
Because I peaked?

I guess you won
I guess it's over
I lived through you
And there you went

And though it stings
It's like I need it
To be alive
And I feel so weak

And it begs me to ask
But I can't touch my cellphone
And it begs to me cry out your name

And it begs me to ask
But I don't want to bother
Did you really ever love me?