I felt a tingling at the base of my spine.
A relentless spring followed by endless summertime.
But then it multiplied itself, then once again
The boundless freedom that I felt became the tyranny that locked me in
I drowned in the eternal spring.
And soon I sank into an absence,
An abyss,
A deep blue darkness with a strangely deathlike grip
However close I felt to light and warmth before,
Those days were miles away
And now they are a distance I feel more and more
The laws of physics will suspend what I had thought
Would never end and what appeared perpetual
I.e. the pendulum that I keep clinging to
One day the swinging will just stop and it will settle nicely on the truth
I know that it will for you too
I hope that it will for you, too.