Willem Kreator - lying to myself Lyrics

And i am lying to myself
Aint nobody gonna come and see
Yes i'm just lying to myself
Aint nobody ever gonna wanna be
I'm just lying to myself
Ain't nobody ever wanna love me
I'm just lying to myself
Ain't nobody gonna come and rescue me

In my mind, i always press rewind
And look over the content of the day
Sometimes sour, sometimes pleasant
But mostly it just leaves me in dismay

Cause i am lying to myself
Aint nobody ever wanna see me
And i'm just lying to myself
Aint nobody ever gonna love me
I'm lying to myself
Ain't nobody ever gonna wanna be
In love with a guy
Who can't seem to cry
Unless he saw it first on TV

Cause i'm just lying to myself
Ain't nobody gonna come and rescue me
Cause i'm just lying to myself
Ain't nobody ever wanna be... me