Dreams Video (MV)

I try to say that i don't miss her
But if i had the chance to kiss her
I would with no hesitation
I have dreams bout it
And fly my imagination
Man i'm sorry i wasn't patience
I went to ahead of myself
I had to kill myself in order to become myself , I cut myself
When i was with someone else
My veins burn
Now i walk and heads turn
If this was a class then lesson learned
I hate my reflection i hate how i look
I hate my actions and hella insecure
I've been diagnosed by depression
Someone plz give me a cure
Im cast in a spell
Living in a moment i'm hated by grown men
Bottle in my hand an rippling full sends
They say they understand
But they don't comprehend
Why have best friends
When they gonna backstab you again
I wish i could wake up from this mess
But now i pray my mom would worry less
Aye
Demons catching up to me
She say she in love with me
I can see it in her eyes but it aint enough for me
Maybe its to late or maybe just to fake
Maybe we were two faced
Or maybe it was the rain
Falling in the dark side of the room
Everything looked so good but it fell as soon
Your name carved in my chest like a tattoo
My head in the sky but my feet on ground
So many people but not you is around
I complain about love
But Can't seem to receive
Im crazy but somehow i'm naive
They say kill yourself
But i know what it's like to not breath
And also your mom screaming someone help me please
I can say i'm fine
But i'm not really
Tell me what do you know bout feelings
It's like a wound but with no heeling
It's a dark room but only screaming
Its a wheel but with no spinning
Man man man
I close my eyes i see your lips
I'm in my mind holding your hips
I'll have some wine but only a sip
I want you tonight and in my life 3
I stare at the bible and sh-
Boost up my ego by saying
I'm surviving the list
What list I'm just too list
Ive been thinking on how u been We been decent since when