serotonin Video (MV)

Hey
I've been thinking bout us
I've been thinking bout me honestly
Cuz my brain boutta break
Never thought it out logically
But I'm not trying to ruin anything
Glad we got the chance to talk it out
I'm still trying to box it out
Come out on top like I'm f*cking Ali
Trying to find a god like Muhammad empty
That's how I'm feeling on the f*cking daily

I got Low seratonin
F*ck the melatonin
Cut my stomach like a ronin
I'll deal with this shit on my own
Ay
I got Low seratonin
F*ck the melatonin
Cut my stomach like a ronin
I'll deal with this shit on my own
Ay

Feeling this shit on my own
Stop
I ain't got time for it now
I'm tryna pour it out
Into my mouth
And forget how feeling ever felt
Don't have the time to reflect
Next
Keep it moving
My god you so soothing
Look me in the eyes when I lay the wood down
Feel like I'm Submerging when I sleep in your arms
I hoped I might drown

I got Low seratonin
Need the melatonin
Cut my stomach like a ronin
I can't get through it on my own
Ay
I got Low seratonin
Need the melatonin
Cut my stomach like a ronin
I can't get through it on my own
Ay

Drowning only feels good for so long
Until I need air in my lungs
Remember all of our fun
Before the past caught up to me
Now I'm to in my head to give you any more of anything
And I think the world of ya
All I can do is cause harm
I was suffocating in your arms
I been shaking off the scars
Been writing down these bars
Trying to bury all the bodies
But I kept the shovel in a trophy case
Too many lost connections in a lonely place
I'm still thinking of you
And how you aren't good for me
But if I had another chance
Then I would truly see

Thinking bout the overdose
Thinking that I got to close
And the effect that it's causing
I still got you in my heart
Like a vascular disease
Like a vascular disease