you won't want me when im dead (feat. Pretty) Video (MV)

The player pushing the buttons is doing a shit job
I can't seem to focus when the times get hard
My mind gets cloudy and my thoughts get dark
My eyes get low they removed the all spark
I spent 100 dollars on a PlayStation 2
Just to make the day seem like I ain't got the blues
Exes in my circle tryna vacate my shoes
Triangles to get this square up out of the same views
But it won't change with each and every space I seem to space out
Zoning out, who my homies now
Rapping for the clout
Foaming at the mouth
I don't need you
But for the next 5 minutes my mission is to please you
My checking account says I ain't mansa musa
But I'm running through achievements like I'm Ray Navarez Jr
No matter what your conscious says you are who you surround
Your campaign isn't shit without some names you can't pronounce

You won't want me when I'm dead
What makes you think I think that you possess a level head
Even when I'm dead still be blasting level heads
I want the real you the one you try and suppress

I'm afraid, I'm alone, I ran away from my home
I'm ashamed, I get stoned, that strand goes straight to my dome
I'll explain, I've been feeling like a stranger to my soul
And lately nothing in this world seems to amaze me anymore
I need professional help, it's not a question of health
Cause in my head I'm playing chess with myself
But I'd be lying if I said I'm at the best that I felt
I keep investing my wealth, the type expressed in the twelfth, and never get a return
So I destroy my own house of cards, I'm letting it burn
F*ck all the lessons I won't get them to learn
Just go consider it a blessing that I'm sparing you
You wouldn't do the same if you knew everybody stared at you
But it's cool I'm feeling nice today
You don't got a price to pay if you want some advice from me
Don't try to say those lies like I ain't ever did shit
When I'm the only one who cared
As if I ate the whole plate and never shared, it isn't fair
You won't want me when I'm dead

You won't want me when I'm dead
What makes you think i think that you possess a level head
Even when I'm dead still be blasting level heads
I want the real you the one you try and suppress