Who is Jack? - How I Feel Lyrics

I know this is a story that's been told a thousand times
So why does it feel different when it's our hearts on the line
Oh should I
Just tell you how I really feel
I want you to be happy, I hope that I've made that clear
Just kinda wish your happiness was somewhere nearer here
Oh should I
Just tell you how I really feel
I guess I'm over thinking this just need to pick a day
To call you up, explain my thoughts but what is it you'd say
Oh should I
Just tell you how I really feel
Oh should I
Just tell you how I really feel
I'm sure you must be bored of texting every single day
I'd understand if you asked me to try and give you space
Oh this time
I'll tell you how I really feel
I hope everything's going well, I hope your friends are kind
Maybe one day I can meet them oh that would be nice
Oh this time
I'll tell you how I really feel
You mentioned someone new and I tried not to make a fuss
But now my head is racing who is Patrick what the f*ck
Oh this time
I'll tell you how I really feel
Oh this time
I'll tell you how I really feel
Oh
Why did you have to go and tell me you'd made so many friends
Like I'm really happy for you but that's where my happiness ends
And I know I'm gonna hate myself for what I'm 'bout to say
But I really hope all of your guy friends turn out to be gay
Oh maybe I should just tell you what's going through my head
Cause I don't think I could live with myself if this wasn't said
And I understand ten thousand miles is keeping us apart
But girl you should know that
You have my heart
I know this is a story that's been told a thousand times
Maybe it feels different cause it's my heart on the line
I hope now
You know exactly how I feel
Oh I hope now
You know exactly how I feel