Xmas on the Westside Video (MV)

I feel cold as ice
And it's cold outside
But that's got nothin to do with it
Don't want belief but miss the discipline
What to do with sin when you dont believe in it
I don't have a clue, love
Cant get right in my mind, love
Change my behavior, so I'll keep sucking up
Oh what I'd do, love
If I could make it up to you, love
All this failure, all this f*ckin' up
I'd eat right
I'd center my mind
I'd focus on the right things
I'd focus on your timing
I'd focus on the right things
I'd focus on your timing
I feel old and tried
And it's old how time
Is constantly shortening mine and it's all mine
Don't care to be aware but need the Self-Care
I need the me time
I don't have a clue, love
I cant get right in my mind, love
Change my behavior, so I'll keep sucking up
Oh what I'd do, love
If I could make it up to you, love
All this failure, all this f*ckin' up
I can't feel right
Nothin' feels right
Is this how we all end
Stacking up parties on the Westside
With curated lists of friends
I can't feel right
Give you my time
Gave it all to my worst friends
Who ruin Christmas on the Westside
Like progressives on the left side
3 drinks in. 6 shots deep
It's nearly cleared out for the night
Have your way with me
There's things to say
We've got vulnerable space
Put me on blast til it's hurtful
You'll feel right a little
Although your as east
As you can be from the middle
You'll find out that
I will just admit that
You've got the truth
How convenient for you
She deserves better
Than recycled letter
And minimal effort
"Do you see the real me"
My greatest fear, dear
Is that they don't need me
They all gonna leave me
My greatest fear, dear
Is that your gonna need me
I'm gonna be me
I'll just keep being me
My greatest fear, dear
I'm gonna be me