White cloth bound tight deep in the night why do I even try
A room soft to the touch
Why can't I f*cking die
I asked the void for an answer but the voices won't speak to me
I craved a life so I took one now I smile with Glee
Painted hands and twisted arms are how I spend my times
Life is bleak but for me
How can I life my life
I cry out in terror
Bind this red white cloth around my f*cking neck
Please end the shivers
So alone