Whirlpool - optimistic realism Lyrics

I used to be nice
And I used to think twice
But where does that get anyone?
I fear once its begun
The worst is yet to come
I like being optimistic
Bout' things that were so simplistic
But I realised life isn't simple
And people are just around to use you
I'm not saying that I didn't mess up
I'm not hiding my part in any fights we had
Cause I can admit when I really f*ck up
And it's what makes us
So different
Don't say that I didn't text
When the only notifications you received were from me
You can try to make things right
And you can try to gaslight
But I know that what I did was right
Look how the tables have turned
You want me back in your life
So you can just cut me out again
Yeah I know that
And I know I love your tricks
I'm so optimistic
And you're so sadistic
Sorry for being realistic
I guess I'm just futuristic
I'm not saying that I didn't mess up
I'm not hiding my part in any fights we had
Cause I can admit when I really f*ck up
And it's what makes us
So different
Don't say that I didn't text
When the only notifications you received were from me
You can try to make things right
And you can try to gaslight
But I know that what I did was right
Optimistic
Realism
Optimistic
Realism
Optimistic
Realism
Optimistic
Realism
I like that one