Whatever - I_know_that_i_won't_be_happy Lyrics

I feel like everyone
Is having fun while I'm all alone
And I have nothing to distract me
From the thoughts I left behind me

I just want to f*cking end it
I can't keep on going like this
Every time I think it's ending
That is just a new beginning

I just cannot see the point
Cause I can't find my happy spot
In my life if I look back
All I see is darkness

Then years go by and I kill myself
You'll know I don't have nothing left
Cause there was nothing from the start
I always thought that I'm the one

But I'm no one
(I'm trying just to get by day by day)
I'm a no one
(Every day is the f*cking same)

Then night comes
It's time to listen to some sad song
But I can't find my earphones
Like I can't find a purpose

I wish I could stop giving a f*ck
I wish I could stop trying to love
I wish I could stop hating myself
And I wish that

God was real and cared for me
And send me something worth to me
So I won't be so scared to live
But I know that I won't be happy