Love lost with no regret
Lying to each other , like we better off as friends
I just can't pretend, ammend or recollect
Promises we made the beginning of our end
We ended so abruptly I'm way too used to your company
I guess I got to comfy
Oddly thought you were the one see
Now I need my sanity back
I don't even know where my mindset at
Crazy how relationships
Really can change a person
Someone does you dirty
You questioning what your worth is
You always that you perfect
You're humbled
In fact your hurting
Now you long for reassurance
The feeling is never certain
The root of insecurity,pick your imperfections
And judge them from your perspective
You dying to be respected
You tired of Being neglected
An hour of your time gets treated like it's a second
I don't got a lot to lose
But I've got a lot to prove
Yeah yea
Hold me down I'm on my way
I don't wanna runway
Couple demons ima face
Don't tell me it's a phase
Get the f*ck up out my way
Fragments of my life
That I'll never replace
People that I knew
Forever drifting away
Said you'd stay the same
But take a look how changed
All of your conflitcion f*cking up with my faith
This cycle is detrimental
The second stage of grief is anger
You're so resentful
Love is accidental
Both parties are instrumental
And when you thought you knew the person
That pain is so sentimental
Now you're bargaining again 3rd stage of grief
And You hoping that it ends
Scared to face reality
Truly a fatality
Brings down to earth not talking the force of gravity
Drowning in your sorrow
Depression finally lingers
The 4th stage of grief
You probably crying out a river
You steady drowning your liver
You shaking in fact you quiver
The 5th stage is acceptance
Finally pick up a scripture
Smile to Take a picture
The hope it finally flickers
Realisation and finally letting go
And it doesn't happen overnight
Some days are harder than others
Masking away your pain while on the inside you suffer
I don't got a lot to lose
But I've got a lot to prove
Yeah yea