West View - Distill Lyrics

I've been beaten
Left for dead
I've seen the void I tried to leave behind me
I've welcomed animosity
And I'm tired of the consequences
And the only thing I want
Is to live my life
And not feel like
I've ripped apart my scars
Now death doesn't seem so far

I wish I could feel anything
But this f*cking apathy
I find it hard to breathe
Knowing I have to live another day
These years that feel like centuries
Like centuries wasting away

My brokenness that wraps around my head
As I fall asleep, and try to untangle each and every thread
But I know that no amount of rest
Will make it go away

Please make it go away

Will you watch me drown?
Please don't let me drown

I wish that I could fall asleep
But this sickness haunts my dreams
And I am pulling at my skin
Trying to get out again

I've been beaten
Left for dead
I'm f*cking tired of being misled
By my own thoughts
Swimming around inside my head
And the only thing I want
Is to take a breath and not feel like
I'm only here to die
Am I just here to die?

I wish I could feel anything
But this f*cking apathy
I find it hard to breathe
Knowing I have to live another day
These years that feel like centuries
Like centuries wasting away

I've never been good enough for anyone

As I fall asleep
I know I can only dream
Of what it's like
To be something more than this