Lost Myself Video (MV)

I guess I lost myself yeah
I didn't know how to help
I guess I lost myself yeah
I'm way too overwhelmed
I'm walking around
Don't really know how to make all the sound
I just know that I been working and working and working
I'm praying that I will not drown
I've been caught up
Guess you could say I bit off too much
They say get involved with all of your clubs
Join a sport but I know that all of it is a bust
I guess I bit off more than I can chew
Now I do not really know what to do
Considering choices that I must review
But I know this, that I'm meant to break-through
Deciding on joining like tennis or track
I know either way that I will take a lap
I'm trying to learn about this thing called rap
But I been struggling to make all the tracks
I didn't know what I been doin
I just know that I been working and moving
I'm moving so I can stay healthy, do music
All I know is that I'm tryna pursue it
This is a movement
Let me get movement
Let me persuade you to listen to music
Let me persuade you to help me pursue this
Otherwise I don't know how I will do this
This is your life
This is our fight
This is how we work together to make it right
This is how we work together in taking flight
Grab me a pad and a pen so that I can write
I don't know what happened this year
I thought I was just hanging out with my peers
Turns out everything can just make you unclear
I've got so much pressure and now I'm in fear
I guess I lost myself yeah
I didn't know how to help
I guess I lost myself yeah
I'm way too overwhelmed
I'll never stop walking
And I can assure you that I will keep talking
As long as the music I make never stopping
I know that I'm busy so I'll be sleepwalking
I need some more time
To make all these lines
You know you'd be fine if I said I was tryin
But that would be wrong of me
Yet I keep lyin
I find myself pressurized all the damn time
Scrap them up like I slap venom
And I don't want'em 'cause they ain't modern
Man I can't bother with these damn robbers
Robbing my future out the damn water
But I know that takes time
Just some of that time I don't have it ain't mine
Why should I keep going oh wait yeah that's fine
Future's online and I must work and climb
Climb to new heights
Step up to the mic
Get views and get likes
I know this is right
I just need to focus on getting it up in the air soarin' in the wind just like a kite
Man I guess I lost myself
People talkin' bout that mental health
People talkin' bout a way to go ahead and go around
And go together and a find yourselfI joined too many clubs in school
And now I'm overwhelmed
I don't know what to do I can't say that I'm feeling well
All I can say is that my schedule's way too f*cking full
Of all these group activities got me in overload
I guess I lost myself yeah
I didn't know how to help
I guess I lost myself yeah
I'm way too overwhelmed
I know how to rap
And if you make fun of me man I will snap
I hope that you will not ain't no time for that
I know that this isn't the first time you scrapped
Because I speak truth
When I'm in the booth
I know that my lyrics are written for you
I know that I'm busy and that's just the truth
But I'm going to make it man, I will push through
I joined too many clubs in school and now I'm overwhelmed
I don't know what to do I can't say that I'm feeling well
All I can say is that my schedule's way too f*cking full
Of all these group activities got me in overload
I guess I lost myself yeah
I didn't know how to help
I guess I lost myself yeah
I'm way too overwhelmed