Wesley Jamison - Going Through It Lyrics

The sun keeps rising but it don't shine
Still don't know why God had to take mine
I'm tryna smile but my heart is crying
Cause I'm going through it
I'm going through it
I said I'm going through it
I do my best to hide my distress
But I'm going through it

Been more than a year but I
Still can't believe that I
I cannot see you, I cannot hear you
I had to say goodbye
I wish it was a lie
Too young to be in the sky
God knows I miss you, so hard without you
Got no more tears to cry
And I swear I'm trying, I'm trying not to be mad,
Yeah I'm trying to understand
The life choices you made and it's hard
It's so hard, so hard
I close my eyes and I see it
Makes me so sick to stomach
So bad but I wish it wasn't you
I really been going through it

The sun keeps rising but it don't shine
Still don't know why God had to take mine
I'm in the darkness looking for light
Cause I'm going through it
I'm going through it
I said I'm going through it
I do my best to hide my distress
But I'm going through it

Blood of my blood, flesh of my flesh
They even said that we had the same face
I lost my cousin, my brother
From that there's no getting better
No one ever has enough guardian angels
But I could've done without you in my
In my constellations
I know you got me tho, I know you with me tho
I feel alone all the time but I know you with me bro
And I keep dreamin' about, the day I let your ashes go
We were supposed to have more time
You were always there through all the grind
Couldn't wait for you to see me shine
I promise I will make you proud

The sun keeps rising but it don't shine
Still don't know why God had to take mine
My eyes are dry but my soul is drowning
Cause I'm going through it
I'm going through it
I said I'm going through it
I do my best to hide my distress
But I'm going through it

I miss you so much
We miss you so much
There's a part of me that still refuses to believe
That's the part that hurts the most
But sometimes I laugh ,and I hear your voice
Sometimes I look at myself and I see you
That's when I know you're still here
Making sure I stay on track
Imma do it, for you, I promise, Imma do it
In loving memory of Theo
A son, a brother, a cousin, a friend, an inspiration
I love you