So Low Video (MV)

I wonder if you know what it is by the way I eye you
Look away, look away, I try to
I need a grip on life, half good as what you got on me
Just trying to live my life and dodge every red dot on me
I'm keeping a scorecard of all the ones who walked out on me
I'm bigging myself up just to balance out when you're down on me
They're insecure with themselves and love projecting all their doubt on me
But I'm Chapo with the tunnel vision, trying to tr-tr-tr-triple my salary
But it's not about the money, it's the freedom
And it's not just that I want it, it's that I need it
And I wasted so much time, I can't rewind back
Man this little light of mine (I gotta shine, yeah)
Down so low, down so low, only way's up from here
Hate being stuck right here, gotta raise up from up here
Down so low, down so low, only way's up from here
Hate being stuck right here, gotta raise up from up here
But it's not about the money, it's the freedom
And it's not just that I want it, it's that I need it
And I wasted so much time, I can't rewind back
Man this little light of mine
Optimistic, I'm skimming through every option listed
I see no choice in those, I got it, just gotta voice it though
Bottom dollar, I'll bet whatever it costs to risk it
Oh, what a relief, knowing they can't remedy these poison flows
All of my life felt lost at sea but now I'm drifting close
Got a couple open wounds, hopefully money can stitch 'em closed
Don't get it twisted, still dripping in thrifted clothes
Yeah, I just want shit to go how it's supposed
Distant goals within reach to me now
Family members who crossed me all wanna preach to me now, it's so amusing
I play along as if I'm trying to hear it
But I'm dying fearless, I'm a defiant spirit, 'cause all of my life I been...
Down so low, down so low, only way's up from here
Hate being stuck right here, gotta raise up from up here
Down so low, down so low, only way's up from here
Hate being stuck right here, gotta raise up from up here
But it's not about the money, it's the freedom
And it's not just that I want it, it's that I need it
And I wasted so much time, I can't rewind back
Man this little light of mine