Wellwisher - Misery (feat. Michael Guevarez & Cody Canning) Lyrics

In my mental prison
A battle within
Living in constant anguish
How would I escape?

Misery, oh misery
We meet again, again and again
Poison, intake the poison
To fulfill this empty void

Dragging my limbs
I begin another day
Hoping for the end
Why was I put on this dirt?

I'm nothing more, just beneath the rest
A burden, a burden
Anchoring my relationships
I'm far from the best, far from the best
Think I'm better off not being around

Misery, oh misery
We meet again, again and again
Poison, intake the poison
To fulfill this empty void

For what I know
I always thought of my soul as something lifeless
Trying to improve but I'm so f*cking helpless
All I know is that I've lost myself
How could I grow?
If there's a God, then please show why I suffer
Tending to the wounds then we're all f*cking under
Six feet below the ground

Not sure how much longer this will last
I grip on what's left of my sanity
Drowning in my own thoughts

Bring death
Bring darkness
Everything you love
Will f*cking crumble

Bring death
Bring darkness
Everything you cherished
Will rot and wither into dust

For what I know
I always thought of my soul as something lifeless
Trying to improve but I'm so f*cking helpless
All I know is that I've lost myself
How could I grow?
If there's a God, then please show why I suffer
Tending to the wounds then we're all f*cking under
Six feet below the ground

God, if you're real please take me away (please take me away)
Bring me the happiness I never had being on Earth

What is there left to fix?
Say they'll help you out when there's nothing to grip
Even cold hands burn and your friends all turn
You reach out, no returns, no lesson learned

I don't have a choice
No one hears my voice
I did this myself, no more asking for help
It's my trial, my sentence
No joy, no repentance
All love is remembrance
Misery and contention