Weepings - why can't things be everlasting? Lyrics

And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Ohhhhhh
And baby I still think back to when you held my hand
Oh no what happened to our plans
We carved our names into the sand
But the waves came crashing over us
With little time to adjust
Fearful of commitment; Tender love felt like handcuffs
I'm sorry I turned distant
I wish that things were different
But if you called my phone I would answer in an instant
Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know
I'm still grasping ... the fact that I may never see you again
The fact that you left me with scars to mend
The fact that there is no more time to spend
The fact that our relationship's at an end
We threw everything we've built out the window
No one taught me how to cope when I feel low
So I'm f*cking up my lungs with this indo
And I'm breaking all my bones
Must relearn to be alone
But remember you were home
Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know I'm still grasping
Now we are on our separate paths ... God I hope our paths cross again
But for now this is the end of our story
There was a time when you calmed the waves for me
But without you girl; It's back to being stormy