Weed Jesus - reminiscing (feat. Prod Yuuta) Lyrics

I know what I'm tryna do
Tryna be alright
I remember days when I was outta school
Acting like a fool all night

Yeah, you know, I remember those days
I was out to the sunrise, party to the morning
Hey, you know we all remember times reminiscing on the past
Now life just feels like it doesn't last

I've been tryna make it through the problems inside
I've been mistaken, I know it's a trap
These memories, I lack these thoughts of
All the better times

Cause now I'm thinking all about how I wish I
Could go back and I got this doubt inside of my mind
I'm breaking down to my core
Somebody tell me now what I gotta do again

I've been getting way too high, I'm f*cked up again
And again with my friends, f*cked up after school
What you wanna say
I remember times acting like a fool

Out there starting bonfires by fifteen
Taking drugs in the woods, in the scene
Living my life for me
F*ck what they all think that they see

I know it's who I am
I don't care what they wanna say
Cause I know I'm taking first place
Every time I'm winning the game

Cause I gotta be divine, an invention inside my mind
I just gotta try to be alright, I gotta rise
I just gotta see the light in the morning time
Cause I know

These clouds have been looming over me recently
I'm cold inside
Now I take drugs just to hide
Out from thoughts in my mind

Killing me slowly
Feel like I'm choking on my words
Tell me where I can go in this life to feel alright
Tell me why I break down in my heart

When I'm just trying to find a way
To reminisce on old days when I was a fool in school
Doing what I want
Be who I believe

I just wanna try to figure out what it means to be me