Weed Jesus - Live for what you Have (feat. Ryini Beats) Lyrics

Where am I in my heart tonight
Running away from everything inside
I won't ever find my way through
Now I wish upon a star

To be okay again
But I know now
I've been feeling like I've been falling
I remember times when I really had no one by my side

I was all alone sleeping on the concrete, that's right
I had my brothers too far away
Family all f*cked up inside of the brain
We don't know where we are meant to be

We're all just kids that grow up in the city
Don't really ever know what's going on
We feel like we wanna be alright
But we can't move along

From all these dark thoughts that leave us feeling like we're destroyed
In our heads we wanna find our way to the end
But in the end time I know this is a losing race
We'll never find the right way to go

It's still a death race in the end of the day
That's the final outcome
We all die and lay in our grave
So you might as well live for what you have now

I know I'm falling down
I just wanna pick myself up off the ground
I've been all alone now
I just wanna find out

This place where I'm meant to be
Okay I'm feeling down inside
But I know I've been trying
I'm feeling f*cked up in my mind

But I know it's not my time to die yet
If it was I would've been gone too long ago
So now I'm just trying to find my purpose
Find my way through everything that's going on

In my head or in my heart
I run away from everything I face
I'm not okay
I'm breaking down again

I don't understand
How I'm meant to find my real way out
When I've been breaking I'm shaking
I'm terrified in my knees

I don't understand what's coming next
I'm trembling I can't get out of my head
I just wanna be alright
Feeling dead

Let these clouds leave my mind
Insomnia got me choking on the words unspoken to you
Now I just wanna figure out what it means to be me in the end
Cause I'm led astray