Feels like I'm running in circles
Stuck on the stairs between stories
I'm tired and I'm bored of the same thing
But I can't stop thinking about a one way ticket out
I don't care if it rains everyday where I'm going
I'd rather have an umbrella than be staring out the window
So tell me
Why I can't live my life this way
And tell me
Why I should stay
Sometimes I feel like a boxer
And I'm just beating myself up
I can't let it be my fault I'm still here
I've been trying for months and failing for years
I just want to get out of this place
I'd hit the road with the change in my pocket
I don't care if it rains everyday
I'd rather have an umbrella than be staring out the window
Maybe years from now I will see you in town
And I'll wonder why I ever tried to listen to ya
And you'll notice me as you try to seem
Better than everything you bet that I would never be