No one wants a troubled boy so I been trying to save myself
Blunts in rotation medication for mental health
Roll it , light it , face it losing patience am I doing well ?
Like nah , I really hate myself
Mood change every week like I should probably get some help
But I don't really care enough , yeah I been living here in hell
Lack of motivation yeah they told me I was bound to fail
So I been stuck here waiting and I hate it man I gotta bail
Pacing in my room im f*cking baked it got me thinking well ?
Why am I still f*cking here if this is how I really feel
Days are passing by still doing nothing got no time to kill
Like maybe I should pop a pill
Back to the old me when I never really had a chill
Chasing dragons , skipping classes it was such a thrill
Now I got an empty void that I've been trying to fill
But I was empty from the start so I been thinking lately
Maybe this is how im bound to feel
No one wants a troubled boy so I been trying to save myself
Blunts in rotation medication for mental health
Roll it , light it , face it losing patience am I doing well ?
Like nah , I really hate myself