Ayo, chef
Days gettin' long, shit gettin' harder
Demons tryna spar, shit I got my guard up
Tryna make it far, shit I'm feelin' farther
Farther from my love, farther from my father
Lost my grandma at 19 I didn't even have my guard up
At the funeral we lining up, I didn't even call the barber
Yeah I know she far up, still I feel her close to me
Off the drugs I'm tryna quit, I think they gotta hold of me
Another blunt, another cup, a nigga here alone
I been prayin' for them better days, every day just feel so long
Every day feel so off I'm just tryna get on
Lil bro locked up in a cell, I can't even hit his phone
I was facin' battles every day I just got high
I was with my dog like every day, he died by suicide
I ain't see the signs, like I was blind, feel like the blame on me
I ain't see the signs, I crashed the V, I had to eat the weed
Pouring up, you know a nigga Kobe with the lean
Out the mix, they tried to mix me in, I had to leave
Mixin' black and white diamonds like MLK, I had a dream
Fresh as f*ck, I'm still bout it, get BTA with European
Top the hill, I'm chillin, all my opps like Jack and Jill
All I saw was poker faces when I kept it real deal
Grab my cup and get to rollin' shit, you know just how I live
Yeah before I sail the ocean, let me see the seal
Once I wake up, gotta double up
Teach my kid before he walk, he gotta run it up
Teach my kid before he walk, he gotta run it up
Days gettin' long, shit gettin' harder
Demons tryna spar, shit I got my guard up
Tryna make it far, shit I'm feelin' farther
Farther from my love, farther from my father
Lost my grandma at 19 I didn't even have my guard up
At the funeral we lining up, I didn't even call the barber
Yeah I know she far up still I feel her close to me
Off the drugs I'm tryna quit, I think they gotta hold of me
Another blunt, another cup, a nigga here alone
I been prayin' for them better days, every day just feel so long
Every day feel so off, I'm just tryna get on
Lil bro locked up in a cell, I can't even hit his phone
I was facin' battles every day I just got high
I was with my dog like every day, he died by suicide
I ain't see the signs, like I was blind, feel like the blame on me
I ain't see the signs, I crashed the V, I had to eat the weed
Pouring up, you know a nigga Kobe with the lean
Out the mix, they tried to mix me in, I had to leave
Mixin' black and white diamonds like MLK, I had a dream
Fresh as f*ck, I'm still bout it, get BTA with European
Top the hill, I'm chillin, all my opps like Jack and Jill
All I saw was poker faces when I kept it real deal
Grab my cup and get to rollin' shit, you know just how I live
Yeah before I sail the ocean, let me see the seal
Once I wake up, gotta double up
Teach my kid before he walk, he gotta run it up
Teach my kid before he walk, he gotta run it up