self abuse Video (MV)

Ive been working nonstop
Need a break again
Using up my body since its goin in the ground
That easy life wasnt cut out to be mine
So i deal with what i find
Hold the world up with my spinal

I deserve it
The shit that i sip allergic
To haters that wish and sit while they wait on life to be perfect
The goddess of hell is lurking
She patiently waits her turn
And i paid her ass in advance cuz she promised me out this earth

They see my face in they head i seem so great
Their eyes are something i struggle with everyday
Clouds are falling and im runnin out of space
Whether im on or off it , its all the same

Picture her body naked
Why she got some clothes on
By then i bring her to my room she throw a robe
Now she gettin undressed
Thats when im feelin the best
And now shes mixing my drinks
Im letting go of my stress

Feeding is growing
Eat it enjoy it
Im feeling her gone
Its only been couple of minutes and you brought me back to my zone
I need it
You pour it
A message ignore it
You're not in his arms
Even when my bones are breaking you'd rather be here than at home

Ive been working nonstop
Need a break again
Using up my body since its goin in the ground
That easy life wasnt cut out to be mine
So i deal with what i find
Hold the world up with my spinal