bloodlust Video (MV)

Yeah well i was thinkin
Only time i felt the love inside my body is when i said i was leaving
And its hurtin to see knowing thats all that it took to get em all to hit my phone every week

Picked up a couple of problems
But dont get me started
The reason that i keep on drinking i feel like its keepin me off it
Couple deposits,
I keep in my pockets,
But dont get it twisted
I swear my addictions are part of the process

Suffocate my past until it starts to decay
Never wanna have to deal with that shit again
All the people that once promised me they would stay
Seem to share a common goal of causing me pain

I see through the fakeness
All of my demons have such pretty faces
I tell you your basic
End of my bottle is when i get to chasin'
Scratch another ticket im a winner today
Buying people rounds ill never tell em my name
Woke up but my body dont think that im awake
Is that what ill feel when i get locked in my grave?

If what im sayin is always makin you feel some type of way
Then why dont you just go admit it were meant to be great
My persistence always leans to something nasty to see
Seem so gifted how im liftin off with nothing in reach

Spilling my liquor all over the windshield i contact your friends they aint comin here wit ya
Tell me how well ive been doing but ive been improving no longer under your compulsion
Diggin your fangs in my neck when you gettin upset cuz your man has been seen with no motion
Making my wave and i dont gotta pray cuz i know all it takes is my focus

Suffocate my past until it starts to decay
Never wanna have to deal with that shit again
All the people that once promised me they would stay
Seem to share a common goal of causing me pain

To fess up im stressed out
Wont beg for forgiveness the truth is im fresh out
With my luck im locked down
Cant do no harm if my heart takes a break now