Swear there must be a curse on my blood
But my nigga that shit don't phase me
Been through too much pain lately
Out here like who gon' save me
Do I still see light - like vaguely
Should I let this lifestyle take me
Some days I stand strong, some days I go crazy
Yeah I swear down sometimes this shit breaks me
And I'm holding on to my ties
But I can't lie
I wish I could cut them
Don't mean that all of the time
But know that sometimes
They make me lose function
I know this who am
So I'm at cross roads
I'm tryna leave junctions
I'd rather know how it goes
I try not to fold
Not making assumptions
Like, do you love me for me
Are you holding me down, need to know what it is
For better for worse, 'fore I jump in the hearse baby give me a kiss
1 time if it's just for the ride
I had my doubts, guess it is what it is
2 times if it's bliss
3 times if this is a love that you'll miss
My dearly departed, my dearly beloved, my dearly betrothed
Remember we said that we'd rule the world, now I just stare at the stars alone
Thought 'bout the way that you looked in my eyes, I got a chill deep down to my bones
I'm stuck on the past too much in present, my presence is not condoned
Look at the worlds beyond, is there one where we made it? I'd like to know
One where we never knew pain, and we never did fight, we just took it slow
Reminiscing on what's missing, guess this just the way that it goes
And oh, just know, the time that we spent, it done etched a mark on my soul