WAV 777 - I'm Waiting Lyrics

I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting
For a response, I know I'm not gonna get, can't wait, but I have to be patient
To be patient
Deep down in my core, you left a hole, don't know what for, I don't think that my heart can take it (I can't take it)
Ima pop these xans, to heal my heart, forget my problems, I won't feel pain cause I'm faded
Yea I'm faded
Had a mental breakdown like I said I couldn't take it, stole my heart and then you played it
Yea you played it
Tell me if the love that you showed was really real or did you have to fake it (Tell me if you faked it)
As soon as that I found out, I was heated, but can't be no bitch so I just had to face it (I had to face it)
It felt like I was dead, I didn't wanna talk at all, it hurt when you had to explain it (You explain it)
Why'd you played me in the first place, played with my feels, f*cked my head up, f*cked my heart up, can't replace them
(No, no, no, no)
It cost to much, I can't afford another person to f*ck me up, not again
(Not again)
Not another mental breakdown, not another conversation, you just cannot comprehend
I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting
For a response, I know I'm not gonna get, can't wait, but I have to be patient
To be patient
Deep down in my core, you left a hole, don't know what for, I don't think that my heart can take it (I can't take it)
Ima pop these xans, to heal my heart, forget my problems, I won't feel pain cause I'm faded
Yea I'm faded
Had a mental breakdown like I said I couldn't take it, stole my heart and then you played it
Paranoid, I'm too aware
People out here, they gone stare
They gone see me fall, don't help me, they just wanna see me fail
Need to express feelings out, need to let them out somehow
All I need to do is find myself and then I'll work it out
Won't let her get in my way
I don't wanna explain to her about my feels cause she will use it in the future against me someday
I got drunk then woke sober, I was f*cked up couldn't show her
Then I prayed to god to keep me safe, an angel on my shoulder
Angels told me I should stop, but demons say it's not enough
Who should I listen this time, nothing I do is good enough
Might as well leave and then say my goodbyes, then ima pack my stuff
I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting
For a response, I know I'm not gonna get, can't wait, but I have to be patient
To be patient
Deep down in my core, you left a hole, don't know what for, I don't think that my heart can take it (I can't take it)
Ima pop these xans, to heal my heart, forget my problems, I won't feel pain cause I'm faded
Yea I'm faded
Had a mental breakdown like I said I couldn't take it, stole my heart and then you played it
(Then you played it, then you played it)
(Played it, aye!)
(Woah, ohh)