wastedxstasy - wont and never will Lyrics

And all I see is dark skies and the moon
Tryna run away but I don't know what I can do
Like huh oh shit blue stars in the coup
Think about them days when I was chilling the room
Off X in the night
Pills in the night
Please don't call the phone I need to chill but i'm ight
Got the eyes on the tech
Put a bullet through my head bitch
I don't give a f*ck they only love you when you're dead like f*ck
To tell the truth man i've been tripping
Got no feelings in this shit
And I just wish i was alone like f*ck
But it's cool they steady leeching on me
Devil steady creeping , put a bullet in the dome like
Slit my wrist and then recorded this shit
And I got blood over the ground i'm feeling cold as a bitch
And i'll stab my leg until I bleed then overdose in this bitch
And I seen the light too many times getting closer and shit and I swear to god look
It's getting closer forsure
I'm getting older and these days is getting colder forsure
And you better leave me to myself i'm leaving blood on the floor
And i've always hated on myself more than ever before
And to tell the truth
I don't really wanna lie anymore
I don't want to be alive anymore
I don't wanna snort lines anymore
Like bitch I don't wanna waste time anymore like
Leaving blood over the magazine
The f*ck you think i'm finna get it hoe by any means
On anything I swear they'll never get ahead of me
Until I put a bullet in my head like I was kennedy and huh look
You better listen very well
I'm a see you down in hell
Isn't shit that you could do about it
Off a pill like everyday you never knew about it
Keep a tool around they wanna kill me but i'm cool about it
And all i see dark skies and a gun
Pray up to the lord before I make it to the sun
Pray up to my mother cause she bout to lose her son
To all these demons in my head there's not a place that I can run
Like pills in the night
Two kills in the night
Running from the pain and I don't think i'm doing fine
On mines i'm end it really soon i'm finna die
On mines don't try i'm a leave you on the side like
And all I see is dark skies and the moon
Tryna run away but I don't know what I can do
Like huh oh shit blue stars in the coup
Think about them days when I was chilling the room
Off X in the night
Pills in the night
Please don't call the phone I need to chill but i'm ight
Got the eyes on the tech
Put a bullet through my head bitch
I don't give a f*ck they only love you when you're dead like f*ck