wastedxstasy - lovers seed Lyrics

And i've been climbing up this hill but still I got no where to chill
I got these slits up on my wrists and I just don't know how to feel
I don't know
I don't know what else to do
Pulling strings up like a what i'm taking x inside the stu like
Gone
And I don't know what else to say like
Been through a lot and I still struggle everyday
But I was taught to keep it solid homie never be afraid
And when i'm gone it's on my life don't try visit on my grave
Nauseous
On my life I'm feeling nauseous
One eighty seven's if you ever do me wrong bitch
Cross me
On my life don't try to cross me
One eighty seven's leave them shaking at the park bitch
They pocket watching but it's funny y'all some tweaks like
Ain't taking shit lil bro i'm standing on my feet
Like what it do I know you're watching pussy boy like who is you
Hella loving on these bitches you a joke and that's the truth
And I can never go without it homie talking on the internet
Ain't drilling shit you dudes is lame and acting innocent
Go like
But you're lame you ain't about that
Steady running to your crib just like a house cat
Moving steady homie wishing he was me
But these demons keep me up don't let me sleep
And i've been gone been off a ten lil homie don't know how to speak
But if you ever run up on me press the blade up to your spleen
Go like
On my life man i'm a ghost
One eighty seven's leaving blood outside the door
And i've been on for bout a minute babygirl just let me know
And i've been climbing up this hill but still I got nowhere to go that's on the gang