warrick - happy birthday (demo) Lyrics

I know did what you could
Didn't respond like I should
Frozen cold when I stood
Thank you, I'mma put on my hood
Truth is I still ain't doin' good
Wipe the blood off my hands
No I don't want a birthday dance
Please just stay over there
Please, just remain in your stance
I cannot f*ck with the band
Suffocate me in the sand
Anxiety trembles watch my hand
I'm lucky I can even stand
I apologize for my behavior
I cannot be your savior
Depressed cause I'm a creator
Loneliness is in my nature
I'mma lock myself in a chamber
My life is perfect to wager
F*ck all the pointless labor
My art proves I'm a failure
Trash it, throw out the paper
I guess I'll see you later
I will never be something greater
Go away just do me a favor

Fine, I'll finally accept it
Birthday wishes I should've kept it
Under the rug I swept it
My support I cannot neglect it
I know that you all love me
I know that you care for me
I cannot believe myself
I put all my people up on the shelf
I promise I won't do it again
Forgive me for what I said
Forgive me for what I did
Forgive me for what I am
My darkness had gotten to me
I did absolutely nothing for me
I thank you for your help
I couldn't even do it by myself
Devil and angel I picked a side
My tears no long dried
Family love you cannot divide
I'll return it now I can provide
My views ain't skewed
2020 I ain't feelin' blue
If you do the same
Motherf*cker I ain't judgin' you