War Wolfe X - I Lyrics

I have never found peace
No I have never been at ease
Well I eternally need to sleep
Cause I internally can't believe
I have never found peace
No I have never been at ease
Well I eternally need to sleep
Cause I internally can't believe
My attitudes been boiled down and rendered useless
These nights always been so lonely don't want to do this
I gaze at the stars and wonder what it's like to drift
From the concept of time to disappear and not be missed
Because light years away what we perceive is in the past
But my future looks like I'm here I'm never gonna last
The hopelessness flows on down to me from the sky
I'm thinking too much or not enough don't ask me why
You know some love is what I need
In time I think I'll find some peace
Not perfect that's what I want to be
Or just worth it to someone who will see
But i've been searching this long and winding road
Through the shadows of hurt I've known before
It's my fault I give too much away
I should hide my light and let it fade
I have never found peace
No I have never been at ease
Well I eternally need to sleep
Cause I internally can't believe
I have never found peace
No I have never been at ease
Well I eternally need to sleep
Cause I internally can't believe
I look in the mirror don't recognize my own reflection
Or I just deny just who I am feel no connection
And it hurts to say I blame it all on my mind
For thinking too much and knowing better is the crime
I just desperately wanna be enough for somebody
I want you notice when I'm not there but it's so costly
To think in this way when the truth is staring at me
In the mirror I gaze and know that what I see you can't see
You know some love is what I need
Maybe not inside this world no guarantee
I'm afflicted with passion too much empathy
I'm conflicted to be alone or committed
To this endless cycle of being okay then I'm hurt
Then I rise again only to fall it's like some curse
I was gifted with a mind that only sees the truth
But I'm deluded in thinking I could be with you
I have never found peace
No I have never been at ease
Well I eternally need to sleep
Cause I internally can't believe
I have never found peace
No I have never been at ease
Well I eternally need to sleep
Cause I internally can't believe
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