War & Peace - The Beginning Lyrics

Let's start from the f*cking beginning

September double deuce
That's when my momma had me
Although grandma didn't welcome me gladly
Born into a straight thug hustling family
Uncles bugged out
My momma keeping her sanity
A sister two years ahead
I remember all those rainy days
And cold nights eating up bread
My momma tucked me into the bed
Kissed my cheek, said before you go to sleep
Don't forget your prayers
No luck
Some years later her son facing some years
I had a problem with turning away from most of my peers
Hiding from the ones that truly do care
All the pain and the hurt led to stress
Man you couldn't compare
A grown man not able to share
Good stories with his kids
I'm losing weight, stomach touching my ribs
Got three babies far away
One child currently living in state
Going through living debates
How could I spit in her face
When I claim to love her
I always told her, girl I needed my space
Things got rough
D.V. disputes, Brew to my system
Hothead led to one thing
I stay in the system
A few months and I knew that I missed her
God has this all planned
It's confusing and it's leaving me twisted

From the day I was born
Yo my life's been amazing
Cause I been fighting with satan
Living just trying to make it
From the day I was born
I created a problem among men
Regardless I'm chosen to be the best
From the day I was born
It's been serious
Living like me period
Complicated like pyramids idiots
From the day I was born
I never had shit to begin with
So I'ma choose to live my life
Breaking rules and religion
From the day I was born

I was always into something bad
Learned it from my f*cking dad
F*cking mad women
Then I'd dump 'em like trash
But the payback
Came from the place where I stayed at
Where I should've layed at way back
Now my babymoms stay acting
Like we ain't sip yac back in the days
When a nigga was paid
Now a nigga has made changes
That might seem brainless
But I can't stay in this drug game
Sorry love but the fast money
Ain't doing jack for me
We spent all the crack money fast honey
And the last money we had
You spent so damn fast
We didn't buy nothing to make cash
We were assed out
I got off the fast route
Now you wanna bad mouth
Spazz out
Now you wanna lash out
Cause I'm broke
Focused on putting tracks out
Ain't in the crackhouse bubbling
Been struggling

From the day I was born
Yo my life's been amazing
Cause I been fighting with satan
Living just trying to make it
From the day I was born
I created a problem among men
Regardless I'm chosen to be the best
From the day I was born
It's been serious
Living like me period
Complicated like pyramids idiots
From the day I was born
I never had shit to begin with
So I'ma choose to live my life
Breaking rules and religion
From the day I was born

I knew how felt to wake up f*cked up
Your pockets broke ass hell
Another rock to sell
Your girl come out her shell
She f*cking but she won't tell
Everything seems bad
And then you come up
You get to put your gun up
And get to put the drugs up
War and peace
Yeah a r
Getbucks
From the day we was born
We was getting bucks
Niggas was getting stuck
The f*ck
I'm out

From the day I was born