I've convinced myself that I can't leave this place
I know it's real messed up but I'm stuck in one headspace
I'm scared to move on from what I know
The rejection of others and hearing no
I wanna grow up and just make good music.
Be like Marshal Mathers or Shady and just lose it
Needed an outlet, so I was introduced to music
Cliche I know, but it feels like therapeutic
Then I realized music's all I wanna do
But I had a lot of catching up to do
I looked in the mirror and I saw that my talent grew
The person in the mirror was new and it was time to say
Farewell
Farewell
Farewell
Farewell
Now back to the real dilemmas inside my head
I'm only one person making beats on top my half foot bed
I need real help or I'll be working 9 to 5 instead
Nothing wrong with that, I just wanna live life with no regret
And
To get farther I need to gain some knowledge
Hopefully head to UNI. get my potential fully polished
Growing up means moving on
I'm scared to do that
Went through denial
Definitely need a new strat
A strat that helps me tell my best friends
And my mom and dad
Good bye
Because I'm growing up now
I'm- I'm growing and moving up now scares me and I'm scared of telling everyone
Farewell
Farewell
Farewell
Farewell