Eleven, trying to hide
The misery I felt inside
Fear and responsibility
Packaged as maturity
Do you feel safe?
No I don't
Tell me what's happening
No I won't
Tell me, it'll be ok
I crossed my heart, I won't say
Everyday was unknown
Chaos reigned in my home
No one ever asked
If I was feeling alright
Smiles hid
Previous nights
Slurred words and beady eyes
Falling asleep at the lights
Everyone knew and everyone hid
But I was just a f*cking kid
Do you feel safe?
No I don't
Tell me what's happening
No I won't
Tell me, it'll be ok
I crossed my heart, I won't say
Please wake up
Are you playing again?
You took too much of that medicine
You said that it helps you
That it makes you better
I know that's a lie
Please wake up, please don't die