Waffex - Value Lyrics

Head of the line leading blind
I know my people really need me and I'm just needing time
How could I free y'all from this debt if I'm not free from my mind
Lie and keen so I get trampled, it's defeat in my eyes
And retreat my desire
But he retreat when he try
I'm not at peace with being fine
I'm gon' retreat when I die
The truth gon' leave you starving, these men all been eating off lies
Done with peeping disrespect I'm onto peeping denial

You can't tell me I ain't honest
Tell me I ain't got it
Chinook done sold a dream, I got no money I still bought it
And my people probably processing, my pondering a product
Monetize the misery but I'm still missing making money
They ain't even go PM me if what I say is just and true though
They gon' tell me try again again that had to come from Qusto
From the penthouse from Chinook, from the valued up like 2-0
Make it 3-0 after this, I tried to tear it I'm the fool

And I couldn't nuh
Dennis Rodman seems it's only boards that I've been putting up
Try to make a point and they gon' tell me I ain't good enough
Built up infrastructure so how come it ain't withstood the gust
Chinook winds approach they took the cold but also took the love
Stray away from family and God so I'm treated FNG
Lost all of my self worth now a compliment offending me
Only crossed me when I stood up for myself like letter T
I can't temper me, I got a tendency for testing me

Pleasant peace is guilt ridden
Ten to three I spill written's
I can't sleep I'm still driven
Peasant dreams they pillaging
Enemy I'm belligerent
Burning me I'm still wishing
Really need a mil' listens
Man I'd really kill for it
Almost did
Suicide was on the fence
Who decided, God did best
Who provided, God did best
Who am I to talk to him and ask for any more
Wanting to be valued but I spend my credit lowers

And I bottled up turned Evian
And dumped it dumped it out on everyone
Screamed XXXTENTACION
You look at me see that he nun
Pretend it's O potassium
Too easy to be mad at 'em
Bought into ungratefulness, got five on it, I'm a pentagon
Lose money right before calamity
When my family, see that I need reality
I'm absentee
I'm bad at seeing
I'm battling myself again
I'm panicking, a bad idea
What your value is boy, that's what's always been my fantasy

Head of the line pleading why
I know my people really need me but I just seem to cry
Arms around me 'cause I love them, they see through the disguise
Practice gratitude I'm thankful for God, he see I'm trying
Open doors, I'm walking through them
Closed the store it's not inclusive
Ain't got money, got the music
Lost up until God influenced
Leaving Chinook for the last time
And Waffex you was made up so for that this is your last line

Thank God, that God my home
Thank God, that God gon' know
Confide to him alone
When all I want was hope
Yeah, yeah
If the moon is here to stay
If the snow keep falling down forever, Lord, I gotta pray
Cause I wanna make it out of here, don't see no other way
Should've known the reason for everything, long as I got love, I'll be okay

Yeah, I'ma be okay
Yeah, I'ma be okay
I'ma be okay
Yeah, I'ma be okay
My fam' will be okay
My team will be okay
My soul will be okay
Lord, I know we'll be okay