Waffex - Chinook Arches Lyrics

Beggars can't be choosers, guess I see where I get it from
Keep creating problems then make everyone attend the fuss
Apple falling down too close, we ain't getting up
Agitated every day, I'm sorry I ain't said enough
And she crying
Make me sick, I'm disgusted
She sighing
Every day from this husband
We finding
It's getting hard to say it back
You could say that you love us but no actions is attached

We ungrateful, unstable, you see me as a mirror
Unfaithful, unable for us to endear
Disgraceful, replaceable, I know you see my fears
Hateful and shameful, wonder how this appeared
Time coming I'm running out of ways to maneuver
Can't talk without reminders like, hey you is a loser
Say it's not deep but it's hate in your humor
Hate how you use her and stay to remove her
I'm sickened these isn't my wishes
Resistance don't matter when distance can only assist us
Hating when I back up, you push with your demeanor
Praying as the backup, God sees I'm getting weaker

Nervous when I'm moving, I don't know the safe option
My hurting is eluding you and then you go say stop it
Something worse ain't new to you, you can't stay honest
I know just how this goes, I repeat the same process
We back again, I'm stammering, I'm sorry living lavish is
Something you ain't having yet, we can't withstand the damages
I manage with your bandages, the leaks breaking through
Tell me who to blame when it's me made of you

Like God show me what to do
God show me how to move
Thought only I could choose but
God only know the truth
Hard getting up each morning
Hard letting trust take over
Hard fending off my sores, it's
Hard sending off no closure
Hard when they tell me that you had another tantrum
Hard when I try to help but you can't work in tandem
Hard hoping that I ain't looking like drywall
Hard when I say my truth and you just roll your eyeballs

Sorry that I made it so hard for you to be with us
Sorry that you're waiting for the day that you'll be enough
But sitting, staring at a storm will never make you dry
Missing how it used to be will never change your life
Hard to act akin when we ain't even good yet
Scared when I see that arch, I know you gon' be upset
I know we share a lot, so it's easy to be shooken
But if you died tomorrow, I'd still follow in your footsteps

I love you

Don't you go now, now, oh
Don't you go now, now
We keep distancing ourselves
Don't you go now, now
Messing with our health like
Don't you go now, now
Tired of people leaving one day we gon' hug
One day all there'll be is just love