Wabi-Sabi - Lost in Perplexity Lyrics

I wish it felt good to just cruise again
But I can't get out of my head and I be losing it
A lotta things I should've said but I was stupid then
But honestly if you came back I'd do it all again

That's the curse of true love I can't just choose to quit
You expect me to move on and find a newer chick
I wish I was more like you so I could get through it
But your the only one I want and that's the truth of it

You hurt me deeper than I care to explain
Made me think it was forever then you left me in pain
You used to tell me it was meant to be that we're soul mates
But now you're actin like you're sick of me so how did it change

I gave you every part of me my heart and my brain
I would try to make you happy till it drove me insane
I guess I should've cared less maybe I'd be okay
But now you're tearing me apart with every word that you say

I used to see the love in your eyes
But the way you actin now makes it seem like a lie
I wish I could look back and only see good times
But when I reminisce all I hear is goodbye

Every moment with you was a magical high
And it ain't matter how I felt you always made me alright
When it comes to love for you I've got an endless supply
It don't matter what you do I'll feel that way till I die

You took the light from my heart girl
You were my right in this wrong world

You took the light from my heart girl
You were my right in this wrong world

I wish it felt good to just cruise again
But I can't get out of my head and I be losing it
A lotta things I shoulda said but I was stupid then
But honestly if you came back I'd do it all again

That's the curse of true love I can't just choose to quit
You expect me to move on and find a newer chick
I wish I was more like you so I could get through it
But your the only one I want and that's the truth of it

I really thought that me and you could push through
Turns out you only love me when it suits you
I helped you through a lot I was there I stayed true
You really made me think you felt the same for me too

I wanna know how you do me like that
All these long years I held your heart up on a plaque
I provided everything always picking up the slack
Was it really so bad you had to stab me in my back

You hurt me deeper than I care to explain
Made me think it was forever then you left me in pain
You used to tell me it was meant to be that we're soul mates
But now you're actin like you're sick of me so how did it change

I gave you every part of me my heart and my brain
I would try to make you happy till it drove me insane
I guess I should've cared less maybe I'd be okay
But now you're tearing me apart with every word that you say