Prayer Video (MV)

Dear God, I come to you, please hear my cry
My daddy needs your help, so do I
I fear he is, running out of time
I'm scared, for his life, and mine
The closer they get
(The closer that they get)
The darker it will be
(The darker it will be)
Your tired broken heart
(Broken heart)
Has no blood to bleed
Its all because of me
Is it better off
If I were to leave
(If I were to leave)
The closer that I get the more I feel that I am letting go
It's forcing me to suffer and to fear the things I can't control
No longer will I pray and hope that you will hear me plead
Instead I will just tie the rope, and break my neck and swing
I am a monster portraying a human being
If you get close to me
You'll see what I can be
If my heart was able
You know that I would stay
But the life I'm living
I loathe it every day
I know that I need you
I'm a knife that cuts deep
The last bit of hope that I had
Has finally been deceased
Embedded in the loneliness
With the ones I love around
Still taunted by the voices in my head (saying)
I should be 6 feet underground
As I walk through the graveyard
Despondency and agony
Keep their shovels near by
They know that the time is coming
For me to take my life
As I say my last prayer
And write my final thoughts
Please just remember me
When all your hope is lost
I was not strong enough
To make it through these trials
Just remember that I love you
And you are strong my child