Vultures Above Us - The Human Condition Lyrics

I need another moment to breathe
Feeling drained and needing release
I always said I need to be a better me
Turning away from the things that brought me peace
Clawing and scraping to find some reason to believe
That I can be better and make you see
I'm sick to my stomach from the things I've done
No one hates me more than me
Sick to my stomach it's a chemic imbalance
Torture myself thinking I can get better
Put on a mask just so others will love it
Defining the sickness just to silence the voices
Peel off my skin just so I can breathe
No one hates me more than me
Dragging me under is voices I trust most
Deeper and deeper in a place I know best
I need another moment to breathe
Feeling drained and needing release
I always said I need to be a better me
Turning away from the things that brought me peace
Clawing and scraping to find some reason to believe
That I can be better and make you see
I'm sick to my stomach from the things I've done
No one hates me more than me
Pulling me down hands frozen and dead
The human condition is so full of shit
Always fighting the thoughts and I'm caving in
Can't take this anymore and I'm giving in
Down and out I'm giving in
Clawing out it tears through skin
This self hatred breeds within
I can't take this the voices win
Errrrrogh
I can't take this
The voices win
I can't take this
I'm giving in