I can't stand my f*cking self
Look me in my eyes
Something I can't do myself
Losing sleep fighting to breathe
Praying that I'll never wake up again
This cancer leaking through
How can I find myself again?
Escape my sin
The bottles running empty
I'm running towards the bottom
I can't stand myself
The same way that you hate me
I can't stand myself
Peel myself I'm ripping and tearing
I can't stand myself
The same way that you hate me.
I can't stand myself
Peel myself I'm ripping and tearing
Stranded in this hell
Never understood who I was meant to be
Dreaming of a better time
Where is my self esteem?
Where is my self worth?
Screaming out for help but even the voices ignore me
The bottles running out
My eyes run red
I let myself down
This isn't me
Please just end this
I can't stand myself
The same way that you hate me
I can't stand myself
Peel my face I'm ripping and tearing
I can't stand myself
End me
I beg you please
Grovel through this hell
My wills fading
Slipping from my reach
Believe the lines they've sold me
Becoming my worst enemy
With a smile on my face
Happiness is 6 feet deep